Fe: todo lo puedo en Cristo que me fortalece

Algunas veces caemos en lugares que menos lo esperamos, ya se por mera coincidencia o porque realmente demostramos que podemos, tuve un fin de semana demasiado largo pero relajante que me hizo dar cuenta, que si alguna vez demostré eficiencia creo que fue porque mis responsabilidades no eran tan grandes como lo son ahora, y me di cuenta que he estado perdiendo mi tiempo preocupandome como me siento en vez de demostrarme que puedo, ultimadamente he tenido mucho miedo de hacerme responsable de monton de cosas, pero me di cuenta que no deberia tener miedo ya que Dios esta conmigo y recorde lo que dice en Filipense 4:13 TODO LO PUEDO EN CRISTO QUE ME FORTALECE, y se que puedo siempre fue mi bandera y creo que tal vez lo deje de lado por un buen tiempo, y creo que es hora de retomar esos rumbos, Gracias Dios por hablarme y encontrarme de nuevo, aun siento miedo de los futuros días pero se que contigo a mi lado no debería tener miedo sera un proceso largo pero se que en tu nombre puedo.

Half Year in Reality

OMG!!! Time flies so fast, I can't believe that just yesterday I was crying out because was leaving my beautiful Formosa, and now back on track in Bolivia, living everyday like it can be my last one, the past months had been ups and downs, met tons of different kind of people, and now just realizing ... or better say sorting out who are the ones for me and the wrong ones for me.
Doing a lil resume .. I've lost almost 5Kg, I gain lot of confidence, I got close to my best friend, I got experience at work, I became workaholic, something that it really surprised me, and from time to time i get out of the city to enjoy a lil trip around Bolivia,
I still miss my dear ones over Formosa, still keep them in my heart , and sometimes i just can't get out of my TAIWAN world, i guess is because i did have a life with them, and sometimes is kind of figure it out that kind of life in my real world.
Hopefully will get back there at least just to see them once ....
Meanwhile .... LIFE .. I'm here ... with all your loops and oops .. I can make it trough ..

I'm one year old ... but I feel younger than ever ...

Back on my FEET

Hmm..
After all you put me through,
you'd think I'd despise you.
But in the end, I wanna thank you.
Cuz you made me that much stronger.

Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff
Time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know .. just how capable
I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh

Never, saw it coming
All of .. your backstabbing
Just so .. you could cash in
On a good thing
before I realized your game
I heard,
you're going around
Playing,
the victim now
But don't .. even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you're wanting to harm me
but that won't work anymore
No more, uh uh, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how .. to be this way now,
I'll never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust,
So cruel?
Could only see the good in you
Pretended .. not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies,
Disguise yourself
Through .. living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WONT-STOP-ME!!

I am a fighter
I'm a
I ain't gonna stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

You thought i would forget
Lord I, I remember
Oh ohh, Oh ohh
Cause i remember
I remember

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
Thanks for making me a fighter


A SONG TO BE REMEMBERED
THE ONE THAT MADE ME REALIZE THAT
YOU CANNOT BREAK ME DOWN AGAIN ..
BECAUSE LONG AGO I DECIDED TO BE HAPPY
IN THE END .. I'M HAPPY

The Concrete Jungle

It's gonna be 2 months with this coming week, and still feels like a dream sometimes and like a nightmare from time to time, this concrete jungle perhaps is making me the person that I don't really like, but in the other happy I'm happy to be back home where I suppose I belong.
So far the trip back into the civilization has been tiring with tons of feelings but when finally I made it, seems just thing of the past.
Starting a new life is kind of hard when you had a life,meeting up old good friends has been such a good support to handle things around, and I do value every and each one of them to give a lil bit of their busy schedule just to say at least hello.
Family ... they are such a blessing without them I guess i can be lost in middle of nowhere ... thank to the Lord for that.
Work, is another blessing, if couldnt be for God's mercy i guess I would end up in somewhere i wouldn't like but until now everything has been working out just in the way that should be.
But true is this concrete jungle is driving me nuts!!!! I do love it, but my temper doesn't help at all, hopefully will be adjusting totally until end of the year.
So that's it for now...
hope can find mroe time to update more .. well ..
At least need to find better things to do around here than just be workholic
:)

Hate when I'm falling for you

Leaving and you can't understand that the best of my life is here, with people that I love the most ....
Almost said no to them but is better say no to you ...
Because I hate the feeling of depending on someone like you, hate to have feelings ....
And finally free of you!!! Got my way again, you shouldn't try to govern my life that is the way you loose me ... And I don't care because will be starting a new life.


- By Delia from BlogPress

Almost there (Enough Time)

Today is one of that days with 24 hrs ... and you wish it can have 100HRS!!! so I can be able to finish all and well ...there are just few days left, but time is flying ... is almost weekend ... not the last one yet but still ... have tons tons tons of things to do ... think and finish.
August is just in the next corner and ... in that corner is my ticket to Home ..
I'm trying to be happy ... and hiding my sadness ...kind of difficult .. well today i'm gonna ride the bus again .. and go to no where ... so i can get lost again and enjoy my beautiful Taichung ... and no more traditional food .. my stomach is so sensible :P damn!!!! the excitement is too strong ...
Let's start the last days of Taiwanland!!!!

and Here comes "LOVE" again ... >

Aren't we tired to play the same game???
Aren't we over the same "love" thing???
thought it was over and finally found my path to REAL life .. but seems like this new path is playing up again with me and my feelings, so how i'm supposed to deal with it now???
As far as I know in my knowledge of love .. "I SUCK" .. yes I know, how handle relationships is not one of my strongest points, I can be good listener, I can be good care taker, I can have good and pure feelings .. but "LOVE" just to think about it again, makes me sick ... do not expect me to wait here for you to come to me .. because is like wasting my time, and after a long process of painful maturity , and I just got to put back together my broken heart ... so don't expect me to trow it all again and pass trough the same thing ...I know, sounds selfish but is clear, I'm not up to playing up again, I do friendship but "LOVE" if you want it .. you've gotta to do a lot more than just being nicer to me .... you've gotta "prove it" ..
You've gotta understand .. when I fall in love, is just unexpected, is something that i can't control myself to, and then suddenly all comes to make sense, and then .. again .. i give all for the loved one .. and i just wanna make it sure is real and not just dream, and the ... the end never finds its own way, is like the time just stops, and i can't stop smiling, so if you wanna make me pass trough same ... if you really wanna make me fall in love with you ... do more than .... cuz ... is hard .. this pathway is hard for me ... and not willing to get hurt again ...

"LOVE" involves TWO .. but this time ..need to see your side