Updating!!!!

After 2 years and 3 months out of my country, I realized that so many things change back home, I'm still not back there but I was wondering how my life will be back home, so I begin to read some news and trying to keep in contact with my friends, so I realized most of my friends already got married, some of them move to other cities, others just immigrate another country like me study reason, wondering what is left, even my house is not where i used to live, even knew about it before to come here, but i've never seen my actual house, and my family told they already make new construction so??? wonder how it looks!!!!,
I will be back to new house, with new people, hopefully i will meet my friends, and don't know if i can assimilate the food ... just wondering now .
About my country .. it changed a lot since i left it , too many political problems, not just internal problems, with another country as well, and looking forward for new constitution, OMG ... I will be back to a new life.. not more the old one,
Everything changes, and changes can make us better ,
As I learned at church, just WAITING IN GOD to make better my life.

Come back for this Christmas ...

You are away from your friends,
from your land and from your home
and you feel pain, pain  in your soul,
because you cannot stop thinking.

tonight when you cannot  
stop remembering that memories
I want you to know that here at my table,
I have a place for you.

For that and many other things,
come to my house this Christmas.

For that and many other things,
come to my house this Christmas.

You might remember that your mother
or a child is not here whit you
I want you to know that on this night,
they will accompany you.

Do not go just for these streets,
feeling disturbed and without any orientation,
come with us  to our side
and try to smile.

For that and many other things,
come to my house this Christmas.

For that and many other things,
come to my house this Christmas.

For that and many other things,
come to my house this Christmas.

For that and many other things,
come to my house this Christmas.

La Iglesia, como parte Fundamental de mi vida

Luego de algunas semanas sin poder ir a la Iglesia por mi vida caotica, me empeze a sentir un poco vacia, como que no habria comido hace tiempo, es un vacio que no se llena con pan, no se llena manteniendose ocupada, o leendo libros, es un vacio que me derrumba y me pone de rodillas, y me recuerda que hay alguien poderoso ahi arriba que esta esperando por mi, se que he dejado que mis suenhos de ser alguien o mis suenhos de terminar mis estudios han hecho que mi vida ponga como prioridad estar en casa escribiendo una tesis interminable , y olvidarme de aquel que nunca me falla.

Desperte lo mas temprano que pude y aun asi era tarde para ir a la Iglesia, pero entendi que no es tarde para encontrarme con mi Dios, decidi orar, cantar algunas canciones, y leer la palabra (Santiago 1:5 por recomendacion de mi papa) solo espero que Dios me ayude a terminar mi via crucis y pueda asistir pronto a la Iglesia que me es de mucha falta.