Today is one of that days with 24 hrs ... and you wish it can have 100HRS!!! so I can be able to finish all and well ...there are just few days left, but time is flying ... is almost weekend ... not the last one yet but still ... have tons tons tons of things to do ... think and finish.
August is just in the next corner and ... in that corner is my ticket to Home ..
I'm trying to be happy ... and hiding my sadness ...kind of difficult .. well today i'm gonna ride the bus again .. and go to no where ... so i can get lost again and enjoy my beautiful Taichung ... and no more traditional food .. my stomach is so sensible :P damn!!!! the excitement is too strong ...
Let's start the last days of Taiwanland!!!!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
and Here comes "LOVE" again ... >
Aren't we tired to play the same game???
Aren't we over the same "love" thing???
thought it was over and finally found my path to REAL life .. but seems like this new path is playing up again with me and my feelings, so how i'm supposed to deal with it now???
As far as I know in my knowledge of love .. "I SUCK" .. yes I know, how handle relationships is not one of my strongest points, I can be good listener, I can be good care taker, I can have good and pure feelings .. but "LOVE" just to think about it again, makes me sick ... do not expect me to wait here for you to come to me .. because is like wasting my time, and after a long process of painful maturity , and I just got to put back together my broken heart ... so don't expect me to trow it all again and pass trough the same thing ...I know, sounds selfish but is clear, I'm not up to playing up again, I do friendship but "LOVE" if you want it .. you've gotta to do a lot more than just being nicer to me .... you've gotta "prove it" ..
You've gotta understand .. when I fall in love, is just unexpected, is something that i can't control myself to, and then suddenly all comes to make sense, and then .. again .. i give all for the loved one .. and i just wanna make it sure is real and not just dream, and the ... the end never finds its own way, is like the time just stops, and i can't stop smiling, so if you wanna make me pass trough same ... if you really wanna make me fall in love with you ... do more than .... cuz ... is hard .. this pathway is hard for me ... and not willing to get hurt again ...
"LOVE" involves TWO .. but this time ..need to see your side
Aren't we over the same "love" thing???
thought it was over and finally found my path to REAL life .. but seems like this new path is playing up again with me and my feelings, so how i'm supposed to deal with it now???
As far as I know in my knowledge of love .. "I SUCK" .. yes I know, how handle relationships is not one of my strongest points, I can be good listener, I can be good care taker, I can have good and pure feelings .. but "LOVE" just to think about it again, makes me sick ... do not expect me to wait here for you to come to me .. because is like wasting my time, and after a long process of painful maturity , and I just got to put back together my broken heart ... so don't expect me to trow it all again and pass trough the same thing ...I know, sounds selfish but is clear, I'm not up to playing up again, I do friendship but "LOVE" if you want it .. you've gotta to do a lot more than just being nicer to me .... you've gotta "prove it" ..
You've gotta understand .. when I fall in love, is just unexpected, is something that i can't control myself to, and then suddenly all comes to make sense, and then .. again .. i give all for the loved one .. and i just wanna make it sure is real and not just dream, and the ... the end never finds its own way, is like the time just stops, and i can't stop smiling, so if you wanna make me pass trough same ... if you really wanna make me fall in love with you ... do more than .... cuz ... is hard .. this pathway is hard for me ... and not willing to get hurt again ...
"LOVE" involves TWO .. but this time ..need to see your side
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
OVERWHELMED!!!
So many decisions to take, so many stuff to finish up, and there is no time, is like running against the time or just like trying to have 36hrs in one day , but can't afford to "freak out" or just "drive nuts" ..
Feel helpless about this feeling, is like the end of a life ... and starting a new one , seems so soon for me, but it might be the time .. I started the countdown .. yeaahhh here we go .. I said it .."Starting the countdown" the clock is running and there are just few days left before I'm gonna get to Bolivian land, for one hand excitement, for the other one confused and feeling sadness ... can't believe this dream is gonna end, but here we go ... few days left ... and lot of different emotions. Let's deal with it and keep looking forwards ^_^
Feel helpless about this feeling, is like the end of a life ... and starting a new one , seems so soon for me, but it might be the time .. I started the countdown .. yeaahhh here we go .. I said it .."Starting the countdown" the clock is running and there are just few days left before I'm gonna get to Bolivian land, for one hand excitement, for the other one confused and feeling sadness ... can't believe this dream is gonna end, but here we go ... few days left ... and lot of different emotions. Let's deal with it and keep looking forwards ^_^
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