I just tried to be your friend.

Looking back to the things that changed my life ...
and looking to the sad person that I became ...
I don't know if you notice ... but I just tried to be your friend ..
and just looked back and realize that I've been given you so much ..
every tear that I had was not because I was wrong ..
was because I just tried to be your friend ...
Never nicer never kind never happy ...
that's the person I became ...
the one that will stand until you finish ... doing what you have to do
giving my time to ... a whole bunch of nothing ..
the one that will be there unconditional ...
Looking back the things I've done ... just to show you ..
that I just tried to be your friend ...
and Is not that I regret all what I've done ..
I'll never look back, I'll never give second chances,
I'll never believe in words, I'll never gonna trust
because I'm tired to try to be your friend ...
I just tried to be .... your FRIEND

Failure or just Patient.

I'm suppose to be at home by this date, and I'm still here still running against the time and is just way so difficult to accept the adversity and accept the reality sometimes I just close my eyes and decide to keep dreaming, thinking that is better enjoy the time here than just keep complaining or feeling bad about it, I'm sure there is something behind all these mess up, and I still trust in God, because I know I'm in his plans and has a purpose in every step I made.

So I decide to be Patient and just wait in Him until his will is gonna be made :).

A Christmas Greeting!!!

Christmas, Christmas time is here, and Christmas songs you love to hear
thoughts of joy and hope and cheer, but mostly shopping, shopping, shopping
Christmas. Christmas time is here, the sleigh bells and red nosed deer
songs and songs we love to hear all played a thousand times each year

Heard this same song 20 times and it’s only Halloween (Joy to the World)
It’s not even cold outside (deck the halls with boughs of holly)

Christmas, Christmas time is here, and Christmas songs you love to hear
(Hark the herald angels sing joy to)
thoughts of joy and hope and cheer, but mostly shopping, shopping, shopping

Christmas season, starting sooner every year
It’s October, stores with plastic Christmas trees
Ransack the mall, shop until you lose your mind
Spike the eggnog, sit back and watch
Rudolf, Frosty, Tiny TIm, and Scrooge the price, or Charlie Brown

It’s time...
It’s time to do the Christmas can-can
if you can’t, can’t dance well that’s ok (not going to do the kick line)
All you need is a tree, some lights about a thousand presents
wrap them up and pray for snow
Run to your closet find your Christmas sweaters screaming carols all the way (fa-la-la-la-la)
Maine all the way to California it’s the Christmas can-can Halloween to Christmas day

It’s the most wonderful time of year we’re running mad with Christmas cheer
hey what’s troubling you my friend?
It’s not fair if your jewish, jewish (not fair if your Jewish, Jewish)

Dreidel, Dreidel, Dreidel I made it out of clay
You realize that Christmas ain’t the only holiday

Hey he’s right who made these laws
Look! Wait! Here comes Santa Claus, Santa Claus, Santa Claus, Santa Claus, Santa Claus (Santa, Santa, Santa, Santa, Santa, Santa, Santa, Santa)

Hey Santa do the can-can help them if you can-can join in the parade
All you need is a tree, some lights about a thousand presents
wrap them up and pray for snow
Run to your closet find your Christmas sweaters screaming carols all the way (fa-la-la-la-la)
Prance all the way to Indiana it’s the Christmas can-can that’s the end

Wait for our ending
We should share this holiday
I wanna give a happy Chanukah to you, a happy Hanukkah to you, a happy Hanukkah to you
A merry Christmas, Hanukkah and also Kwanzaa. Merry
Christmas, happy Hanukkah, and mer-ry Kwan-zaa too

The Real Meaning of Christmas

Luke 2:8-14 (King James Version)

8 And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night.

9 And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid.

10 And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.

11 For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord.

12 And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.

13 And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying,

14 Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.

LIVE!!!! ... an adventure called LIFE ... under God purpose ..

I know this is the year,... where all what i want will come true ...
I don't believe in fortune tellers or horoscopes....
But yeaaahh I BELIEVE in GOD the only one ... who was the producer of a fantastic story called adventure in TW without ending , yup!!!!
I was in his plans bring me far away from Home to teach the most important lesson in my life, believe, trust and live under His purpose.
How amazing is live this marvelous adventure called LIVE, all the everyday drama , and all the adventures, all the happy moments, sad moments, depress moments, all of them together just make sense of Life ...
I've been so much depress for so long time ... looking for ... an answer without question, 'coz life isn't a question, is now, is live life now, is not looking past failures, or looking successful forwards ... is NOW,
Now, when MY only trust is in God
Now , when I want to be
Now , when I have a reason for living
Now, when I can stand in my own feet
Now, when I still alive
Now, when I'm not longer Me, Is God in me ... and doing his will ...

God, you the only one that knows my heart and desires, make of this year the most blessed one of my Life ..
Because I wanna Live a LIFE in YOU .

:)

My Pray

God, I'm thankful with you, for all the blessings that you give me always, and for all the time you gave it to me, for all what you have done with me and my family, and all the people that most I love, thank you for give me this opportunity to stay in front of you.
I want to begin letting you know that Apologize myself for all the times that I've been bad girl, for not to be obedient to your words, for listen other people instead of you.
God I cannot understand so many things in life, and there are others that i cannot explain, I know you made all of us with one purpose and you gave us all the opportunities to learn our purpose in life, I though I found the purpose of my life, but I got lost in the middle of this world, and feel so ashamed about for all what i've done, God for overall I wanna say SORRY . for letting the world govern in my heart.
God today I come to you to ask for forgiveness , because I cannot live in this world any longer, is just too much for me, people doesn't have feelings, and this is where i don't have peace, I know i just can find peace in you, God lately i've been passing trough too many things that remind me that you are the only one can make things easy here, God can you come today and hold my hand and keep me wrapped in your arms and let me sleep for a while there, forgive me God for all what's i've done and let me go back where I belong, help me the fight that i've been trough, don't let me apart from your side, is been long time that I cannot see you and today i came just to say Help me and don't let my Faith disappear.
My Faith is in You God, ...
In the Name of Jesus
Amen.

Simple Friend Vs. Real FRIEND!!!!

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!