I'll see you again.

Is just difficult to express the feeling of saying good bye and accept the fact that there is not date to meet that person again, and you just have to live with the doubt of one day you will see that person again.
I wasn't ready to say good bye .. I just could say I'm going to do the best to meet you somewhere around.
You love for real when you love the imperfections of that person and is what you miss the most

Independent Woman

Recently I celebrated my 27 Bday, maybe I'm getting old for so many people, but for me I'm getting just way too good, just like the wine, the old that it gets the better that it tastes , or at least is what i think about myself, every year brings new goals, new hopes and new dreams, but always analyzing what the previous year had left behind.
Anyhow I manage to survive and I realized at my age I'm already a grown up girl, that supposed to know what she wants for her life, besides there are many dreams and goals that still cannot accomplish but that doesn't stop me, I've learnt I'm a brave person that if I set it is as my goal I can fight for it until I get it, I still have some problems with responsibility and money administration, but everyday is a fight against it and as a result of it, some of my friends told me some of good qualities that haven't seem in myself but I'm happy to know about them, Independent , with discipline, and constant in what i do , and today I realized I can set my goals and values of life further than my expectations,
I'm independent and want my life to keep going like that , and be responsible and just do what i do the best ...
Happy Bday to me ...
I'm doing small steps but being brave and independent are helping me a lot :)
:)
But still have my child heart inside so don't be surprise if one day i'm just being my inside self :D

Una respuesta en Tiempos de desastre.

En estos ultimos meses he visto desde Tifones, Terremotos, Inundaciones, y Accidentes traficos, de todos ellos he aprendido que hay algo que nos ha hecho falta, "Estar listos", si como los Scout Boys.
Alguna vez pasaste por alguno de estos dramas de la naturaleza???
Si lo has hecho talvez puedas entender a lo que me refiero, y si no lo has pasado talvez es hora de que nos informemos un poco mas, no lo crees??.
Hace como 7 meses en el pais donde actualmente vivo, Taiwan, paso una catatrofe TIFON, cada verano el Sur Este Asiatico se ve afectado por Tifones, son como inmensos Huracanes con llovisnas de nunca terminar y son dias en los que ni podes salir de tu casa y para colmo tu casa se inunda, el Sur Este de Taiwan, Taitung, fue afectada con grandes perdidas, no solo materiales si no tambien vidas, alrededor de 700 personas murieron sepultadas por el lodo causado por una masamorra.
Mas o Menoes 4 meses atras me encontraba en el apartamento de mis amigos mas cercanos, el 17mo piso , a las 3AM cuando todos estabamos plenamento dormidos despertamos y salimos corriendo al sentir que el edificio se movia como un pendulo, y simplemente no paraba, esperabamos lo peor, pero como dicen gracias a Dios hubo un momento en que el todo se paro y fue un susto mas en nuestra vida.
Hmm 3 meses atras pase por un accidente donde una motocicleta me empujo cuando pasaba por la calle manejando mi bicicleta, 3 dias despues mi amiga sufrio un accidente cuando un carro choco en contra la motocicleta donde ella se encontraba junto con su enamorado, producto de ello mi amiga tuvo una operacion de fractura en el tobillo y la munheca, claro que fue operada, ahora anda en rehabilitacion.
En estos pasados meses tambien se escucho los tifones que atacaron el norte de Filipinas, tambien el Tsunami en Indonesia, y recientemente el Terremoto en Haiti, y el derrumbe de casas en donde actualmente es la residencia de mi familia Bella Vista, La Paz Bolivia.
Ahora me pregunto en todos estos casos o situaciones, siempre se me cruzo por la mente y yo que puedo hacer por ellos, simplemente orar???, si podria ser un comienzo ORAR para que Dios recomforte a estas familias, pero lentamente y con el paso del tiempo se me cruzo a la mente creo que puedo hacer mas que eso, mi carrera tiene de alguna manera relacion con el area medica, pero no se como podria ir ahi y hacerlo sola, y talvez no estoy preparada psicologicamente para ayudar a todas estas personas, y algo que aprendi en casa es siempre extender mi mano a quienes lo necesiten, y llegue a esta conclusion.
Despues de haber visto estos desastres cerca mio, y haber pasado por alguno de ellos, creo que la mejor manera de ser util en la sociedad es si por cultura general dedico un poco de mi tiempo a prepararme en Primeros Auxilios, Buscar (gracias al internet) instituciones que se dedican a ayudar en ocasiones de desastre natural, un claro ejemplo La Cruz Roja, y podria enlistarme en caso de que algun dia se necesite de mi ayuda , y compartir con las personas mas cercanas a mi e incentivarlos a ser participes de ello, no solo tu barrio, no solo tu pais o ciudad o tu familia necesitan de ti, que tal si un dia te encuentras en un accidente, que harias??, si un dia estas en medio de un terremoto, que harias???, si hay un deslize, que harias???....
Espero que contandote mis experiencias y yo se que tu tambien tienes algunsa experiencias reconsideres tu papel en medio de la sociedad.
Extendamos nuestras manos a los que lo necesitan.

Because ......... you had a bad day

I don't mind having bad days, but I've been having a lot of them, and well sometimes my patience is not enough to support all of them together...
After at all .. today is just a normal day ... nooo waayyy is really special day ..
is "MY FATHER'S BDAY" .. how fast pass the time ..
I miss him so much ... so today is for him ..
All himself .. maybe is not a saint ... but for me he is the best "pastor" ever!!!!
He himself is a life testimony of real Christian, I'm sorry is not that i'm worship him .. just I realized that there is a few people that can inspire me inside church and one of them is my Dad, his thoughts and way of life is just way too different to the normal or usual ... and I might not be the perfect one ........ but I'm a product of his teaching and hard effort in life... but still he always finds the way to show me the right pathway to follow ..
My dad is the best. :)
Happy Birthday DAD, and God bless you always :D

My Life will be easy!!!!

Well is almost end of the year, just few hours, .... 2 days more .. to finish this year and it will be .... 2010 ..
I still don't have any goal or new year resolution, but .. Yeah as it says the title of this post ... WAnna have a easy life ...
I wanna make the most of my life but and take all the way easy so I can enjoyed more, that includes my studies, me getting back home, and looking for a job.
In Economy aspects ... I will find a job ASAP .. here in Taiwan or There in Bolivia .... which one is more convinient
Home .... whatever it takes gotta be back by March .. at least to celebrate my BDAY
Love, .. I will leave it in God's hands .. but I like someone but that person doesn't know yet .. and is not impossible just ...maybe is not meant to be ... :)
Family .. I will fight for the peace at home ...
hhmmm
Personal life .... Oops!!! I will make stronger the bonds with my friends here in TW and keep in touch with them .. and will try to re-bond with my friends back home ...
Hmmm ... Studies .... is now or never .... finish ASAP my master degree and look forward to 2011 to make the PhD better nearby my country :)So i can keep in touch with my family ..
Yeah .. I will work for it .. and :D .. God I'm on your hands :D

Cold, Cloudy and Rainy.

Cold, Cloudy and Rainy.
Kind of cold weather, just like back home.
Every morning around 6 to 7 am I like to feel the foggy cold
just like home.... even thought i don't like too much when is cold
but is just that reminds me how it used to be back home.
Around Christmas season normally is cold and rainy
But here is Cold, Cloudy and Rainy,
have to wear my stockings and boots :D ..and my tick jacket
that my mother bought specially for winter :D
Is Christmas Time all around the world, and normally i feel homesick in this season,
and more when is Cold, Cloudy and Rainy ...
Whether I can be able to go home the coming days or not
I think my soul is already at home
all around me feels just likes home
Cold, Cloudy and Rainy
is the weather of Christmas .. here in Taiwan or Back home in Bolivia.

I just tried to be your friend.

Looking back to the things that changed my life ...
and looking to the sad person that I became ...
I don't know if you notice ... but I just tried to be your friend ..
and just looked back and realize that I've been given you so much ..
every tear that I had was not because I was wrong ..
was because I just tried to be your friend ...
Never nicer never kind never happy ...
that's the person I became ...
the one that will stand until you finish ... doing what you have to do
giving my time to ... a whole bunch of nothing ..
the one that will be there unconditional ...
Looking back the things I've done ... just to show you ..
that I just tried to be your friend ...
and Is not that I regret all what I've done ..
I'll never look back, I'll never give second chances,
I'll never believe in words, I'll never gonna trust
because I'm tired to try to be your friend ...
I just tried to be .... your FRIEND