For many years I've been struggling with LOVE?/?
what is it?? where is it??? and why cannot get it???
But in all these past years I also been listening about Love,
my girl friends , my guy friends ... and most of my relatives
but why cannot deal with it??
well most of them used to tell me about the amazing thing to be in couple
or about being in love and living with the excitement of having someone with whom share
until certain point i got kind of depress because I thought was worthy I thought is something that will fill my inside ..
Anyhow I manage to survive without that fairytale that most of people told me
and slowly slowly realized that i've been wrong and mistaken trying to find something
that is inside me, LOVE is here , I realized that I have to fall in love with myself so i can feel it, and realized that the fairytale it might be true but is because you learn to live for yourself, I learn that being confident about myself and doing what i like the most makes me happy, and that is when i realized ... Love for many people is sharing, I share everyday with people called friends, Love is someone that take cares of you, I learn how to take care of myself, Love is giving .. everyday I give something to my people, but overall whatever I do , it makes me happy ...
I know sooner or later will find someone that will feel same way I do, maybe like my friend told me is the cycle of life you need someone in your life, yes maybe, i can't agree too much with that affirmation, but I can say, right now in this stage of my life when I feel happy whatever i do I can't find myself with someone else, but maybe in future will happen so ...
The feeling of love ... begins on you ... and the rest will come later ..
that is the feeling ...
that's how it works at least for me ..
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